Is it love if you barely know I exist? I’m not sure. But when I walk past you and see your smile, hear your bright laughter, watch you do little things that make you so, so happy, I think it might be. One day I’ll be strong enough to tell you how I feel, but until then I wish you the best in life and love. IYAMYOURS
Whenever I feel bad about life and the world in general I sit alone in my room with my laptop. And I watch you on screen. I watch you smile, laugh, and cry with your friends in your world. I admire how beautiful and strong you are, exactly what I’ve always wanted and wanted to be. hearing your voice in my headphones calms me down. I smile or blush everytime I see a picture of you or hear you name. Even if you don’t exist, I would want to meet you just once. I want to thank you and say IYAMYOURS.
Liana, you fumed with me over homophobes, held me when I was in tears over Santorum’s hatred, helped me off the road that first time you met me after I’d been attacked. You were ecstatic today to hear Obama finally endorse same-sex marriage, but then our own nation’s leader essentially said he doesn’t care that we can’t get married. Please know that, no matter what the law does to stop us, I love you and we’ll get married somehow. I promise. IYAMYOURS, and always will be. Karen.
It took me forever to see you the way you had been looking at me for so long, because I was so busy looking somewhere else. But once I opened my eyes and really saw YOU… I knew that there could never be anyone else. I love you and I can’t wait to be with you for the rest of forever. Wherever you go, I’m going with you. Thank you for loving me the way you do. J, I have been for over a year now, and always, always IYAMYOURS.
I still have nightmares of the days I’ve had to leave you in that damnable airport. I still wake up in the middle of the night, crying because your cool, silvery eyes aren’t there to look into mine and remind me that the universe is in bed with me. Hours on Skype don’t feel like nearly enough. I’m counting the days until I can be with you forever, until stupid lines on a map can’t keep us apart anymore. I love you so much, and IYAMYOURS, baby.